Nipsey Hussle in 2019.Photo:David Crotty/Patrick McMullan via Getty

Nipsey Hussle attends the 61st Annual Grammy Awards at Staples Center on February 10, 2019 in Los Angeles, California.

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Lauren Londonis paying homage to her late boyfriend, musicianNipsey Hussle.

On Sunday, the actress, 39, shared a post on Instagram reflecting on the fifth anniversary of the rapper’s death.

“If you know me, you know March is always tough for me,” London wrote in the caption of the post, alongside a portrait of Hussle looking into the camera.

“31 days of holding my breath,” she continued. “This day decided to fall on Easter Sunday this 2024. Interesting…. considering your name #GodWillRise.”

“Energy never dies…. I love you,” she finished the post. “Eternal.💙🏁.”

The “Hussle & Motivate” musician (né Ermias Asghedom) died on March 31, 2019, at age 33 after being shot on the street outside his Marathon Clothing Company location in the Hyde Park neighborhood of Los Angeles.

Hussle was a father of two — he shared his son Kross, 7, with London and had a daughter, Emani, from a previous relationship.

TheYou Peopleactress has previously been candid about missing her late partner, tellingPEOPLE in a podcast interviewlast year that while she has been focusing on trying to find peace and celebrate her parenting and career triumphs, she still experiences “the feeling of there’s one person you wished was here to watch the movie with you.”

“I also don’t want to give a misconception that I’m at peace and I’m walking around on a cloud,” London toldPEOPLE Every Dayhost Janine Rubenstein in January 2023. “I have to wake up with the intention of this every day because there are days I don’t want to, and I’m angry about it. And that’s what healing is. It is up and down, side to side, all over the place. You know what I mean? And with each new level, there’s something else.”

“And I wish he was here, so it’s really a choice,” London continued. “And so I’m making a choice every day, but I don’t wanna give off this perception that, you know, ‘Oh, everything’s all flowers…’ But I think if you make the choice and that you’re intentional with how you would like to show up in life, it could be more gentle than harsh.”

In 2022, Hussle received a star on theHollywood Walk of Fameon what would have been the his 37th birthday, and London spoke at the event.

After wishing him a happy birthday,London said in the ceremony’s first speech: “I think I speak for the entire city of L.A. when I say that we’ve always known Hussle was destined for greatness.”

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“So whenever you’re in the City of Angels and you see this star,” she concluded, “I hope it encourages you to break away from whatever might be holding you back and for you to run your marathon until God says that it’s finished.”

source: people.com